BFF (Best Friends Forever)

"gua thanks God banget gua punya lu dan rosie"

Nyess.. Mendengar kata-kata itu, jantungku berhenti berdegup selama beberapa detik. Membuatku jadi teringat disaat kita pernah bertengkar keras untuk pertama kalinya. Disaat kusangka persahabatan kita akan berakhir, tetapi ternyata persahabatan kita semakin erat dan mantap. Berkali-kali mungkin ada batu kerikil yang menggoyangkan persahabatan kita. Tapi teman, sudah banyak yg kita lewati dan kamu masih disini untukku.

Sahabat, sudah berapa banyak teman yang kutemui selama ini.. berapa persahabatan yang kujalin.. dan berapa banyak dari mereka yang masih ada untukku sekarang?

Sahabat, kau yang memarahi aku disaat otakku sedang linglung dan kau yang selalu ada disana ketika aku sedang membutuhkan pundak untuk menyandar

Sahabat, kau yang selalu percaya padaku dan mendukungku untuk semua keputusan yang aku pilih dikala orang-orang lain meragukan aku

Sahabat, kau yang selalu mengingatkan aku agar tidak melewati garis itu dan yang selalu mengulurkan tanganmu untuk aku kembali setiap kali aku lusuh dan terluka karena melanggar peringatanmu

Hmm..

Aku, seorang Via.. sungguh sangat beruntung karena memiliki sahabat yang setia dan mereka sungguh luar biasa. 2 sahabat yang masih ada sampai sekarang dari kuliah. dan sahabat-sahabat baru di dunia "spesial" ku ini. dan kelihatannya akan datang sahabat-sahabat baru lagi. U know who u are.. :)

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To Miss Zhen,

Thanks a lot for sticking with me through all this time. You are always there for me, lending your warm hands and giving your trust in me. Nobody knows me better than u :) inside and out.

To Miss Tjong,

I still remember you once said, "duh, gua jadi takut sekarang kalo mo ngomong sama lu. takut salah omong" do you still remember? :) and now we're good as ever.

You are one of the first person I knew in this "special" world and you've given me a lot. You've been my guiding star and you never leave me stray. Thanks a lot

To Miss Sun,

Thanks for accompanying me late at night in the middle of crisis. I still remember, in that second time you were saying "Vi, kok gua ngerasa kayak deja vu ya?" hahaha.. it surely is.

It's been nice to know you. From the first time we chat, I always knew you're one good person to be with. Welcome to our circle of friends :)

To Miss Ong,

Thanks for always thinking of me, believing in me and caring for me all this time. You know I always wanted the best for you too and I always believe that you'll make the best for urself.

To Miss R,

It's been a while since our last chat. :) I also missed the time when we can chat on the phone for more than 4 hours talking from A-Z. You're always a good discussion partner, with your broad and great knowledge

To Miss E,

Thanks for everything. You've always been the first person to come and rescue in my hard times. Be there to pick me up and send me home every saturday we went for Yoga :) I always remembered the time we screamed hard and loud in the street. hahaha

To Miss V,

It's been sometime since we went out together, eh? I missed cooking instant noodle together in your house in the middle of the nite. Do u still remember? I also missed how my message window always popped out whenever something interesting happened to you.

To Miss S,

You are like a little sister to me. Thanks for always making me smile when I'm down.

To Miss MW,

There's nothing to say but thanks. You've been a great teacher to me even if I had to learn it the hard way. You once said that someday I will be thankful to you, and now that day has come. Thank you. :)

To Miss I,

Thanks for always being there for me, to listen to all my whine and cry. Thanks for giving me a warm shoulder to lean on whenever I feel tired and weak. Thanks and thanks and thanks again..

To Miss J (who complained 2 days ago cos her name wasn't here),

I accidentally knew you. But it has always been a pleasant to know you. Maybe someday I can hear you sing those mellow romantic songs while eating fried rice again hahaha.. Thanks for being my discussion partner and one that can make me feel relaxed.

To other misses,

You know i cannot mention your name one by one, but please do remember that I remembered all of you. Thanks for all the great memories you've given me. These memories changed my life better each and every day.

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I don't know when friendship starts and I also don't know when it will end. All I know is just to make the best of it. And when the time comes, let's just remember all the great memories. And be thankful, 'cos you are blessed, you are loved and someone out there cares for you.

26.09.08 ~ via, thank God I met all of you too

Kemarin

Setahun kemarin ..
Ada yang pergi dan ada yang datang

Setahun kemarin ..
Sebuah sms menghancurkan sebongkah hati ini

Setahun kemarin ..
Pikiran ini jungkir balik tak menentu

Setahun kemarin ..
Kesalahan terbesar di dalam 24 tahun hidupku

Setahun kemarin ..
Tak disangka, Engkau datang mengisi keheningan ini


Enam bulan kemarin ..
Kita saling menyakiti dan menghancurkan kepercayaan yang ada

Enam bulan kemarin ..
Kedamaian terusik dan segalanya pun berubah

Enam bulan kemarin ..
Hal lain terjadi. Lucutan senjata menyeruak di tengah keheningan

Enam bulan kemarin ..
Kita memenangkan perang itu, tapi semua pihak hancur dan terluka. Unrepairable damaged caused.

Enam bulan kemarin ..
Di kala hati ini terluka dan hangus, Engkau membubuhkan garam di atasnya

Enam bulan kemarin ..
Aku memilih diam


Tiga bulan kemarin ..
Fitnah dari mulut-mulut beracun itu menyebar demi mempertahankan ego dan gengsi mereka sendiri

Tiga bulan kemarin ..
Aku memilih diam. Biarlah racun itu tetap disana. Biarlah mereka merasa bangga dengan ego mereka sendiri. Aku diam.

Tiga bulan kemarin ..
Engkau masih menyalahkan aku. Tidakkah pernah kau berkaca pada cermin disana?

Tiga bulan kemarin ..
Segalanya menjadi beku dan tak berasa, hati ini biru dan mengeras

Tiga bulan kemarin ..
Hampa

Tiga bulan kemarin ..
...


Sekarang ..
Aku masih memilih diam

Sekarang ..
Aku memilih tenang

Sekarang ..
Aku mendapatkan kebahagiaanku. Terima kasih wahai engkau, malaikat dari surga.


19.09.08 ~ via, to be continued..

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"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8